I can’t stay faithful to one woman no matter how gorgeous they are – how can I change?
DEAR DEIDRE: NO matter how gorgeous they are or how much sex we have, I just can’t stay faithful to one woman.
Can I change my ways, or will I end up alone?
I’m 45. My friends and I were all players in our teens and 20s. But they grew up and settled down while I carried on cheating.
There’s a pattern. I’m usually faithful for the first couple of months then I start feeling restless. If I argue with a girlfriend, I’ll send messages to others, almost out of spite.
I keep a few profiles up on dating sites and text other women while I’m at work or bored.
I’ve been sexting a married colleague for years now because we both enjoy the thrill.
Whenever I get caught cheating, I promise to change, but I don’t mean a word of it.
As soon as the dust settles, I’m back on the dating apps. I would love to get married and start a family, but I know nobody will put up with this.
My last relationship was with an amazing woman. She was everything I wanted – bubbly and kind, with a sensational figure.
We got on great and all my friends were jealous.
I tried my hardest to stay faithful, even deleting my dating apps and telling my colleague it was over.
But then my girlfriend went away for a weekend and I went down the pub for a couple of drinks. Soon enough, I found myself chatting up a couple of girls.
Within hours, we were having sex at my flat. I accidentally called my girlfriend; she heard everything and dumped me.
How can I change?
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DEIDRE SAYS: Infidelity isn’t just about the thrill of the forbidden. It’s often also a defence mechanism against feeling vulnerable.
You’re able to stay faithful when relationships are new and you haven’t invested much of yourself.
But as soon as you feel a partner is getting closer to knowing the real you, you panic.
At that point, you start messaging other women, hoping to get caught so you can escape.
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