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DMX’s heartbroken fiancée Desiree Lindstrom shared sweet unseen videos of the late rapper playing with their son as she called him the “best father” ahead of his funeral.

A large memorial was held for in Brooklyn's Barclays Center on Saturday with his casket placed on the back of an enormous monster truck and escorted by fans on motorcycles.

Desiree Lindstrom shared touching videos of DMX with their son Exodus
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Desiree Lindstrom shared touching videos of DMX with their son ExodusCredit: Instagram
She shared the videos as the rapper was laid to rest on Sunday
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She shared the videos as the rapper was laid to rest on SundayCredit: Instagram
A memorial was held for DMX in Brooklyn on Saturday
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A memorial was held for DMX in Brooklyn on SaturdayCredit: Getty Images - Getty

The star, who died on April 9 aged 50 after a heart attack, will be laid to rest at an undisclosed location on Sunday, with only friends and relatives invited.

As the family said their final goodbyes, Lindstrom shared a number of touching videos of the rapper with their four-year-old son, Exodus, on on Sunday.

“Moments like these make it even harder for me,” she wrote over a video of DMX showing their son how to ride a bike.

“You were the best father to Exodus I could have ever asked god for.

The videos shared by Lindstrom showed DMX teaching their son to ride a bike
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The videos shared by Lindstrom showed DMX teaching their son to ride a bikeCredit: Instagram
DMX's fiancée shared pictures of him with their son after his birth
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DMX's fiancée shared pictures of him with their son after his birthCredit: Instagram
DMX had been dating Desiree Lindstrom since 2013
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DMX had been dating Desiree Lindstrom since 2013Credit: Instagram

“Our son was so scared and you was so determined not to let him be scared of anything,” she added alongside a video of the rapper helping Exodus down a slide.

“So you stood right beside him while he conquered his fear.”

, who DMX began dating in 2013, also shared a video of the hitmaker making Exodus laugh, saying “his laughter always brightened our souls.”

She shared two further pictures of DMX in the hospital with their son after he was born, and another of him and her together.

“Thank you baby for being there every step of the way. I will always keep holding on to all the memories we had. I’m so heartbroken,” she said.

“You will always have my heart!”

Desiree Lindstrom shared her heartbreak with a picture of her and DMX's son Exodus
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Desiree Lindstrom shared her heartbreak with a picture of her and DMX's son ExodusCredit: Instagram
Lindstrom said he is 'heartbroken' ahead of the rapper's funeral
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Lindstrom said he is 'heartbroken' ahead of the rapper's funeralCredit: Instagram
The ride started off in Yonkers at around midday
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The ride started off in Yonkers at around middayCredit: EPA
DMX's red coffin was carried on the trailer of the enormous truck
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DMX's red coffin was carried on the trailer of the enormous truckCredit: EPA

Ahead of the rapper’s memorial on Saturday, Lindstrom also shared a picture of herself and Exodus dressed in red and white as she spoke of her heartbreak.

“Today is very hard for me and my family,” she wrote.

“But one thing that is keeping me going is knowing that my son and I just gained an amazing angel, my fiancé and Exodus father...Earl Simmons..!

“I will forever love you and you will always be in my heart!”

 or Dark Man X, whose real name was Earl Simmons, had 15 kids in total.

He  at the age of 50 earlier this month in White Plains Hospital in upstate New York after suffering a heart attack allegedly caused by a drug overdose.

A monster truck was used to bring DMX's body to his memorial service
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A monster truck was used to bring DMX's body to his memorial serviceCredit: The Mega Agency
Fans gathered outside of the Barclay's Center in Brooklyn on Saturday
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Fans gathered outside of the Barclay's Center in Brooklyn on SaturdayCredit: Getty
Styles P, Darrin 'Dee' Dean, Drag-On, Swizz Beatz and Joaquin 'Waah' Dean speak during the Memorial Service held for rapper DMX
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Styles P, Darrin 'Dee' Dean, Drag-On, Swizz Beatz and Joaquin 'Waah' Dean speak during the Memorial Service held for rapper DMXCredit: Getty Images - Getty

Kanye West and his Sunday Service choir led the tributes to the iconic rapper and actor during Saturday’s memorial.

A huge black monster truck emblazoned with “Long Live DMX” took the late rapper’s body from his hometown of Yonkers to Brooklyn, NYC.

The truck which carried DMX’s red coffin on its trailer was flanked by members of the Ruff Ryders label along with hundreds of motorbikes.

Footage posted on social media showed the truck pulling up to the arena just after 2pm where the hip-hop star was honored in a memorial service.

At Barclay's Center, Kanye and his acclaimed gospel group opened the service with an arrangement of Soul II Soul’s “Keep On Movin’.”

The audience was limited to 1,900 people, ten per cent of the Barclays Center capacity, but was streamed on DMX's YouTube channel.

Later on, the choir performed their original track, “Excellent,” as well as “You Brought the Sunshine” by the Clark Sisters and the hymn, “Jesus Loves Me.”

Rappers Nas and Swizz Beats also performed along with Eve, Jadakiss, Styles P, and Drag-O, original members of the hip-hop collective Ruff Ryders, which launched DMX toward stardom.

Fans gathered outside the Barclay's Center on Saturday
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Fans gathered outside the Barclay's Center on SaturdayCredit: The Mega Agency
Saturday's memorial service was private but fans crowded outside
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Saturday's memorial service was private but fans crowded outsideCredit: The Mega Agency
Mourners closed down streets in Brooklyn to honor DMX
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Mourners closed down streets in Brooklyn to honor DMXCredit: The Mega Agency
DMX suffered a heart attack and died a week later in hospital
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DMX suffered a heart attack and died a week later in hospitalCredit: Getty

The memorial at the Barclays Center was  due to Covid restrictions.

Yet a vast crowd of fans had gathered to pay their last respects.

Outside the Barclays Center, a large white X floral arrangement was created while the front of the building also had a display.

It featured an image of the rapper with wings accompanied with lyrics from his song Fame: “We each have a star; all we have to do is find it. Once you do, everyone who sees it will be blinded.”

"Earl 'DMX' Simmons 1970-2021," it read.

A second event was to be broadcast live on BET Sunday at 2.30pm ET from an undisclosed church in the New York City area.

The Yonkers, New York native's career had been marked by legal troubles and prison time, and a well-publicized struggle with drug addiction.

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His rap career had an impressive start, with his debut album in 1998 "It's Dark and Hell is Hot," listed as number one on the Billboard 200 chart in the United States. It sold more than 5 million copies.

His chart-topping songs included "Party Up (Up in Here)" and "X Gon' Give It To Ya."

DMX's casket escorted to memorial on MONSTER TRUCK as fans ride their motorcycles and bring New York traffic to standstill
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