'I really feel alone'
RHONY’s Ramona Singer sobs over being single on show months before moving in with ex-husband Mario
REAL Housewives of New York City star Ramona Singer broke down in tears at a bar over her relationship status and the fact that she feared she would never find love again.
Her breakdown came months before she moved back in with her ex-husband Mario as the t.
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During last night's season premiere of , gave her friends an update on her move to a new apartment and how single life is treating.
And apparently, it isn't going so well.
The 63-year-old mother of one told : "I had a fabulous summer. I sold my condo and even though I moved into a new apartment on the Upper East Side, I've been spending most of my time in the Hamptons.
"And I was living the life - the Hampton life."
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While catching up on their summer shenanigans, her friends asked her how she was liking the new apartment.
She told them: "It's kinda weird. I'd only been there - in two months - for only like seven nights.
"I'm realizing that one of the reasons I've been running, doing and going as an escapism. I'm masking something. Because in my mind, I think I'm this youngster and I'm not.
"I am 60 years old and you have to have a direction. And I feel an emptiness in me, I can't explain it. I used to wake up and be happy and I wake up in this apartment, I start crying. I really feel alone."
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She continued as her emotions overcame her and she broke down in tears.
One of her friends told her: "I am so surprised to see you feel so empty because there's not a man in your life."
Ramona told her: "But I don't want to be alone anymore. I really wanna find someone and I'm really kinda scared I won't and I want that.
"I want a man to hold me, to love me, to want me, to be with me. And I don't know if I'll ever find it again."
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Despite this breakdown, Ramona seems to be in better spirits these days as she is in her New York apartment with her ex-husband and their daughter.
Her 24-year-old daughter has of the trio enjoying dinner together.
She said: "Yay, another family meal and you're not gonna believe who I'm with."
Ramona even showed off her New York strip steak dinner Mario prepared.
She said she was with her "favorite people."
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Ramona and Mario finalized their divorce in 2016, two years after they first split.
She has admitted on RHONY she had discovered her spouse of over 20 years allegedly cheated on her with a much younger woman.
Ramona has since said she has since forgiven him, telling Page Six: "Forgiveness is very important.
"I forgive [Mario]. Sometimes people just lose their way and you can’t help them find it."
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Speaking about what she would like in the future, she added: "I really would like someone who has been married before because I believe in marriage, and whether I get married again or not, someone who’s been married before can relate to me.
"That means they understand commitment. I’m meditating on it and if you throw it out in the universe, hopefully it will come."
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