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SHAMED Stephen Bear’s girlfriend Jessica Smith has admitted that she "hates her life" after her special gift for the jailed star ended in disaster.

The OnlyFans worker had planned a surprise package for her boyfriend, 32, who is behind bars for secretly recording and profiting from a sex tape he made of ex-girlfriend Georgia Harrison.

Stephen Bear's girlfriend Jessica Smith had planned a surprise for the jailed star
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Stephen Bear's girlfriend Jessica Smith had planned a surprise for the jailed starCredit: Instagram
The shamed reality star is currently behind bars
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The shamed reality star is currently behind barsCredit: Splash

Jessica was making a clothing parcel for him to open in jail, delicately sprayed with her perfume.

But she dropped the bottle on the floor and it smashed into pieces, leaving her devastated.

Alongside a video of the broken glass scattered across her marble tiled hallway, she told fans: "This is literally an accurate representation of how my life is going right now.

"I've just smashed a really expensive bottle of perfume all over the floor.

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"Trying to do something nice, I'm packing Stephen's clothing parcel.

"I was going to spray it with my perfume, so it smells like me and I f****** dropped it on the stairs and it smashed everywhere.

"Now I literally want to cry.

"Why does stuff like this happen to me?"

She captioned the video: "Hate my life," with a string of crying face emojis.

Jessica then shared a photo of her two dogs and wrote: ";They are legit what keep me going. What would we do without dogs."

Jessica is standing by her man and documents what her new life without him is like on Instagram.

She recorded a video last month and declared she "hates" her life after missing Bear's phone calls.

Jessica began by saying: "I'm so angry with myself right now. So I usually have my phone on me like 24/7 because I'm paranoid about missing a call from Stephen."

After leaving her phone to charge and on silent mode, she fumed: "I feel so guilty. I'm so p***ed off at myself because I never do that."

While in prison, Jessica revealed Bear is writing her love songs in his cell.

Speaking on Instagram, she told fans he had "written her"; a song.

"Guys, Stephen has written a song for me. It's so sweet. He sang it down the phone to me," she told her fans.

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"I can't wait for you to hear it when he gets out."

Jessica added that Stephen had even serenaded her down the phone line in a call from HMP Chelmsford.

Jessica admitted she 'hates her life' and said her dogs is 'keeping her going'
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Jessica admitted she 'hates her life' and said her dogs is 'keeping her going'Credit: instagram
Jessica revealed that Bear is writing her love songs in his cell
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Jessica revealed that Bear is writing her love songs in his cellCredit: PA
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