As Kanye West emerges looking healthy and relaxed, sources close to Kim Kardashian reveal she is ‘conflicted’ over their marriage
The reality star is said to be ‘avoiding’ discussing her marriage with the rapper for fear he will relapse
KANYE West has been seen in public for the first time since his “psychotic breakdown" amid Kim Kardashian insiders revealing that she is “conflicted” over their marriage.
The rapper, 39, was seen in SoHo, New York, with his newly bleached hair, looking far more relaxed and healthy than he has in recent weeks, however according to a close friend of 36-year-old Kim, she is feeling “overwhelmed” following his breakdown last month.
While the reality star denied that their marriage was in trouble, a friend alleges to DailyMail.com that she will be making a decision regarding her relationship over the holidays and that she won’t discuss the situation with Kanye until he has fully recovered.
“It's just been a very difficult time for her,” said the source.
Referring to October when Kim was robbed at gunpoint in Paris, they continued: “She wasn't even recovered from the ordeal she had been through and then he [Kanye] goes crazy and takes all the attention off of her.
“She has two kids at home and she is really upset because now she also has to deal with him.
“He's been at the Bel Air house with a staff of nurses and doctors and she's just been staying at her mom's.”
The source continued that what Kim needs most right now is a partner who can take care of her following her horrific ordeal.
“Kim really concerned about him and wants him to be well but the thing is, she's still recovering herself and it would be nice if she had a partner who was able to take care of her.”
According to the insider, Kim is trying to remain positive about her husband of two-and-a-half years making a full recovery from his breakdown, but is “proceeding with caution.”
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“Kim is hopeful but by the same token, she is proceeding with caution because she's been through so much recently.
“She's really reassessing everything around her, all of her relationships. She wants to surround herself with positive people, healthy people, sane people, so she's in a really difficult position.”
And whatever her decision, Kim won’t be discussing it with Kanye until he has made a recovery out of fear he’ll relapse.
“She's taking time for herself through the holidays to decide how she wants to proceed but right now, she's not sure she if she wants to stay married to him or if she wants to get a divorce.
“She's really conflicted about everything and she's going to make a decision when he gets better. That's when she'll break the news to him because she doesn't want him to go crazy again.”