Bianca Gascoigne’s devastated ex boyfriend CJ Meeks pictured moving his belongings out of their home as she reveals she’s missing new flame Jamie O’Hara in CBB
BIANCA Gascoigne's heartbroken boyfriend CJ Meeks has been pictured moving his belongings out of their shared home, as she continues to mourn the loss of her new flame Jamie O'Hara in the Celebrity Big Brother house.
The cagefighter has been left devastated by Bianca’s affair with Jamie, revealing he doesn't want to see her after she leaves the house - and he has already moved out of their shared home.
The UFC star had been planning to propose, but his wedding dreams have now been shattered.
He feels “humiliated” by the betrayal and has no plans to confront her, adding exclusively to The Sun Online: "I'm better than that and I'm gone, it's as simple as that."
Now he's been pictured moving his belongings and flat-screen TV out of their home, before checking in to a hotel in Essex.
A source told The Sun Online: "CJ has taken his essential thing, including the TV, but he's left everything else because he doesn’t want any reminders of Bianca."
Pulling a small suitcase to his car, the hunky fighter dressed down in a grey tracksuit and carried a few bags and a TV outside.
Cutting a glum figure, CJ kept his head down as he passed cameras, still struggling to come to terms with Bianca's betrayal.
Meanwhile Bianca is mourning the loss of her new flame Jamie in the CBB house, and opened up to Big Brother in the Diary Room today.
She said: "Obviously I know where he is usually in the house... Even him just walking past and grabbing my shoulders, it's just weird that that's not happened today.
"It feels a lot emptier in the house. I didn't want to believe it at first I was in utter shock, I thought 'no, he's going to be in another room and we're going to be seeing him soon', but as the day went on I realised he has been evicted and it sucks that he had to leave that way!"
CJ said: "People say I won't have closure as we haven't spoken but you've just cheated on me on national television so what is there to say to you?...
"To ask someone questions you have to want to know the answer and I don't want to know.
"I've been given my answer. I'm better than that and I'm gone, it's as simple as that.
"I'm trying to keep hold of the tiny shred of dignity that I have left because I have been humiliated in front of my friends and family because I've had my heart ripped out."
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CJ insists he has seen another side to Bianca since she has been in CBB, and now believes he does not know her at all.
He added: "I've lost my best friend... I live a normal life, I'm not a showbiz person I'm just a cagefighter and personal trainer and I didn't want any of this...
"It's like I didn't know her - the person I loved and treated like a princess and cared for... she was my B....
"But this girl who had a drink I've never seen before and that came out on TV."
CJ admits he was "head over heels" for the star, and after just four dates he took Bianca to Dubai and told her he loved her. They have been inseparable ever since.
The couple, who met just before Christmas 2015, and have lived together for five months, were planning a holiday in Dubai after CBB - and even their engagement.
CJ told The Sun Online exclusively that he won't be waiting for Bianca once she is evicted and he is cutting all contact with her.
Fighting back tears, CJ admitted he’d been saving "for a while" to buy Bianca the engagement ring of her dreams, and after finding their dream home, he had no reason to believe she wasn’t happy.
He added: "Bianca was always asking me, ‘Where’s my ring?’ Lots of our friends were getting engaged and I had it all ready for her. I said when she came home to me the diamond was waiting for her – that was the plan."
But watching Bianca get drunk and disappear into the toilets for a kiss with Jamie was like "torture" and he is adamant their romance is now over for good.