DANNIELLA Westbrook felt suicidal when an intimate video of her naked and drunk in a sauna was leaked online for the world to see this week.
In an exclusive chat with The Sun Online, the embarrassed ex-EastEnders actress told how her 21-year-old son Kai Jenkins woke up to screenshots from pals who had seen his mum trending on Pornhub.
When she first heard about the leak, Danniella laughed it off and was pleased she "looked all right" naked, but after learning the impact it had on her children it left her deeply regretting her actions and feeling suicidal.
She is now desperately trying to have the clip taken down after it racked up thousands of views within hours of being uploaded onto the world's leading free porn site on Wednesday.
Danniella said: "I felt suicidal because that's my kid. He's beside himself and I feel terrible.
"That does make me feel bad, it makes me feel awful.
"He told me 'I've woken up in Edinburgh and everyone's sending me screenshots, you're trending on Pornhub.'
"It's revenge porn. They haven't got the right to put it on Pornhub.
"Within two hours and 15 minutes of it being put on it had 12,500 views.
"People are paying to download it. I can't stop it because it's out there."